for the very first time...

i actually dye my hair GLOSSY BROWN..

after years of pondering if i should dye my hair and also knowing i having sensitive scalp, i restrict myself to dye hair..
usual excuse would be that i hav natural light colored hair..

boyfriend encourage me to change my hair color..
plus luckily the foam dye is cheaper due to member discount, i decided to step out of my comfort zone and try..

hahaha... the color is fantastic and glossy as the name..
it really shine..

so happy...

can sleep liao.. with sweet dreams...

i just feel that whenever you are with someone, be it family, your special someone, or even friends..

i believe that it would be best that you will be in an environment where by you are celebrated instead of tolerated..

no point trying to tolerate things that not suppose to belong to you or getting people to tolerate you..

take for example, in a relationship with your special someone, it's best to clear things out and not thinking that things would either getting over or by tolerating the situation..

when problem arise.. COMMUNICATE!!! instead of sitting down and think that your partner will know what you thinking or vice versa..

do not assume to see things as if they were fine but in the first place, it looks fine just because you are thinking it's fine..

well~ suddenly felt emo but dunno why..

anyway, i am happy right now with the choice i had taken..

also i realised that no matter what, you have to really initiate the first step to your goals and the universe will guide your way to make your dream come true..

i will go where my heart decide and bring me to..

a definate NO REGRET on it..

i will work it out..
to my very best!
and i will excel in this direction..

hahaha... found a song sung by my ex-hubby...
wah~ very suitable for me right now... cos i am not sleeping yet... lolx..
anyway, Daniel Chan had aged..
no doubt, he still have the charisma as seen in the video..
he had been busy doing filming in china.. nv sing songs liao.. *miss him* hahaha..

in a few more hours time, have to go for paintball...
lolx.. anyway, i'm not playing..
i just go there look see, pattern pattern..
wahahahaha..

can feel that i'm getting happier and happier..
looking forward to reiki and soulkids
hahaha.. Cheryl also booked me to partner with her in her Soulkids team for a start for both of us..
cant wait for everything to happened..

i think i better go and sleep liao..
and have to send my bf the night msg..
at this moment, should be a morning msg instead.. hahaha..

today keep raining..

dunno if it's the rain that caused my dizziness or that christina's blog being the culprit?!

i do not want to totally camp at home for my whole saturday..
but i can't find a place which is suitable to kill two birds with one stone..
*boring* i'm running out of ideas on the places to go for dates.. haiz..

i am not the shopping type, a person who can walk along orchard rd for the whole day..

i only feel that i want the so-called urban lifestyle, whereby i can sit in a cafe along the street, looking at people come and go..
to relax with a free real-life movie telecasting right in front of me..
well... can describe as like a tai-tai lifestyle..
just that relaxing in a different way..

i had made a huge decision to really move on with my life..
now that i decided to follow where my heart is bring me to..
being to fulfill what i am destined to do..
contributing positive energy and unconditional love to the society and the universe..
also to nurture young children from different part of the world to build a positive mindset to help in upcoming challenges along their growing up stages..

frankly i cant reason out why am i not doing that now..
therefore, not wanting to waste any of my time..
i want to start young..
perhaps i would not be the youngest master or mentor to teach..
i am definately an international recognized and certified master and mentor to go out to help people..

no regrets at all for the path that i am taking...
cos this is the path which will reach to my happiness..

no doubt that like whatever others said about my current line..
how good it is and how it can be..

i just feel that i want to do more on what i had been planning my life for..
to walk the path that destiny brought me for from the start..
i want to keep studying on what i am building up on..

who said life must end with job and family (as in marriage)?!
i seen people having carefree life doing what they want to do..
being happy for all the things that come and go..

one of my colleagues told me that she knew that i am the type who will go for happiness rather than income..
time after time, got reprimand over quota and lack of product knowledge..
many times, i felt like falling back.. (i know this is a part which DarDar don't want to see in my blog)..

on the way home today..
i heard the calling(s) within my subconscious mind, keep asking me what am i doing to myself..
reasons that i often gave to pull myself through, is i have to at least be responsible to one of my friends, to help him do amendment for next year, it's for my "laopa", for my wealth foundation (this part is not quite true cos i can build it up even if i choose to have a change)..

well~

after some surfing of webbies, my desktop's motherboard somehow crash..
tired of such soap opera of the computer time after time..
tried to fix it up since 8pm till now.. nothing work out..
no choice.. no matter what my manager going do or nag at me..
i have to bring this motherboard to repair asap for my dad..
else i will be getting endless nagging from him instead..

again.. why me?
why always be that i am the one to be responsible for so many things?
blamed me for running away after closing case from warm market..
demanding me for a haircut..
computer problem also i have to settle..
too many to list to query..

i miss the happy-jumping-around me that i used to be..
i need a time-off to clear my home..
throw all clutters..
remove all negativities..
*REQUIRING SPACE FOR MYSELF*